finally... i finally got myself to the com to tryt o update my facebook and blog.... just felt damn sian to do this kind of stuff.. well acutally been feeling rather sian doing anything for these few days lol...

well cause i miss taiwan, it was really a fun trip though actually i dont have much stuff to say bout it. lol... or rather its actually to much to really type out and not really letting the whole world know bout it. just go look at the photos and see for yourself ya.

one thing is for certain... sg atually dont have much stuff to do ya... sian...

the feel was different when i left. now it changed-_- man i hate this kind of stuff... lucky still got shuli ya! hahaha. well book in now.

time really flies

ahh its been awhile since i last blogged... well life has been the same, fine, ok, hmm not too bad.

hmm well actually life has been more than just fine for me these last few weeks. but most of them has just been army stuff which is rather pointless to talk about as unless you are a singaporean guy who has been through ns or is going through it then you will most likely understand... other than that it has only been bout the weekends... yes, the weekends

well weekends are well... hmmm... well? hahaha.... nothing much to say bout it mah cause it will be either to slack at home or to go out with friends =D which was what happened last last week and last week respectively haha

kinda forgot what happened last last week but for last week me shu and sam went to bowl then watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs... haha well it was kinda a good movie but it was kinda lame to me... but nevertheless it was a sweet love story in cartoon hahaha.. touched on liking a person based on their inner self instead of just looks. cant really say 2 thumbs up for the show cause it was lame so shall just give it one and a half thumbs up =D oh and well before the movie... sam was late-_- but then i got a chance to talk to shuli yea... good to have a nice long talk with bro hahaha... no funny idea ah shuli -_-

haha well things are just sometimes like this... life is always unpredictable and you can just never tell what is going to happen next... ESPECIALLY GIRLS AND SLUT ( well not the real sluts but like the slut ho etc etc) i swear, i'll never understand them.... one moment they could tell you these and the next moment it might have someother meaning.... well things are different now... i'll just be neutral.... trying very hard. dont let emotions run... like getting pissed, moved, touched, angry, happy, sad, crazy, emo etc etc....

for eg i went out with the guys today hahaha for lan which was damn fun, gotta do it again some other time hahaha and then after which we went to seoul garden for lunch and then jalan jalan around orchard for awhile b4 going to watch movie... which was cancelled cause of the ho..... see one moment say damn confirm but then next moment... hiaz... oh well... but still the day was really fun and swell, i really enjoy my time with the foxtrot guys yea.. fun bunch to be with.
haha and since the movie was cancelled, ne and hong taa went jalan jalan again and saw some rather interesting stuff like the new paper girl finals and some store grand opening hahaha.. oh and we went to ion to see this valrhona chocolate.... and oh my... its damn nice... but well, being nice does comes with a price ya... haha

well.. tml is bowling with the guy again... haha happy and sad ya.
happy to go out
sad to have less time to spend...
with who or doing what leh?.... hmm

well well well... this week was the ultimate week... the dream that most of us never dreamt about before. because it was a damn damn damn damn damn slack week.... well not exactly slack.... it was just because it was lessons the whole week and nothing really physical going on....

however, the week was also rather fun... for starters there was this cohesion and hari raya celebration night for our wing on thurs... and i tell you it was NICE hahaha cause the performance by bryan and youjin stuart combo was great man... hahaha bring the house down...
or rather dining hall A hahaha....

then on sat it was... Majong day!!!! except! it was just a facade hahahaha! cause it was shuli's birthday surprise! hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN! hoped you liked it yea! hahaha well i was kinda worried of the ppl that were going to come cause at one point of time it seemed like there was only going to be only 3 ppl....hiaz... always only me sam and shuli...

but now hahahaha, wenqi will become the 4th player!!! hahaha =D now you cant run away!

ahh after that, at night there was another surprise birthday party... this one was for youjin HAHAHA! well it was kinda a series of funny events
1) i was early even though i was late -_- meet at 7 i arrived at 715... no one there yet
2) i was texting wilbert on my way up the escalator when i saw youjin and he saw me >.< ya ="D" already =")">.<>.< but well it was a great time chatting with them ya... mens talk. nice

well... its been awhile since this kind of things happened... but i dont know, it feelts weird... and it feels funny and wrong...well... guess its back to army for now...

hope things dont go the way www.fmylife.com

well its an ultra short book out that we are going to have again but i guess it will be one of those more fruitful ones that i will be having in quite the while hahah....

well there was the comms parade for the C/H wing yesterday which we had to help out as their juniors cause well.... its tradition. But yeah, the catch phrase is, " your time will come " and well its true cause in 3 months time it will be our turn next and our juniors will be in the same position we had been in...... gosh its been fast... just talking to one of those service term cadets reminded me that a few months back... i was in their shoes....

after the whole parade and dinner, well instead of being good boys that we should be and booking out and go home, i chose to go meet up with friends for late night movie instead LOL. well its meeting up with yakai and hector hahaha. well its been awhile since the 3 of us just went out together ya and it was great to catch up with one another =D

it was nothing much, just caught a movie, the blood ties... wow great but kinda horrifying sia the show... but definitely worth the watch though. then we went to chijme... well my first time there >.<>.< hahaha but still liked it man.. shall try more next time.

ahh... i'm in the damn sian mode now.... man life's just too god damn sian now... i don't know. something is damn wrong with me. everything is just so mundane, so boring... so the same....
waking up and do the same crap in camp....
going home and think of the same shit....
thinking about friends and family is the same every bookout....
thinking bout the book in everytime i'm out...

its not bad... i mean, i feel that my life... especially recent events... made me feel that, well, i dont have any specific interest or passion in my life..... or that i have just been neglecting it... my life... has been kinda screwed... down side up, left side right??? LOL

being sian and alone with the damn alot of free time, i think, has its benefits bah hahaha

well it was an extremely short week which ended with lots of homework... for the first time.... man i can't believe i have so much essays to do now >.<

well, nothing much to say bout the week just that i'm rather disappointed now, hiaz, it just so hard to get ppl out now since sch has started... all the tutorials, lectures, sch stuff etc... just need to get one more majong kaki can ler >.<

well its only during this weekend that i feel the change... even though it was ust 3 weeks out of sg, it was also the period of change when sch starts and all the guys start to get busy with other stuffs too.... well there were also many stuff that happened... for good or for bad i wont say but guess everyone has different aims in life and more stuff to think about now... but, what i feel is that even as things change, there are things that would always remain constant in our lives... our values and the things we hold dear in our hearts... those things should always remain true to ourselves....

and man.... i'm totally cashless now -_- sian.... gotta save for my future man.... oh man why am i talking bout this... really makes me feel old... guess it must be those insurance letters, hp bills and comms ball payment.... plt fund -_- hiaz.... money still makes the world goes round huh... and the comms ball is on a wed... hard enough to get ppl on a weekend already....

you dont need to put a person under stress and fatigue to see their true personality at all though we seen that happen in brunei... guess i've learn that a person in his or her comfort zone is the true blue package as well... man... wonder who came out with the phrase " dont judge a book by its cover ".... guess its alwayas good to be observant

well after a kinda long 4 days break its back to the old times of emo-ing bout book in.... LOL well the emo part is gone now actually cause well, guess life wont be as bad now. (hopefully)
haha this break has been nothing but really just slacking my ass off and trying to cram in as much goodies into my stomach as much as i can.... well i did fall short of my original plan cause of various constrains....

original plan was:
sun(touch down): breakfast: bk at T2 followed by one burger each from any fastfood restaurant i find( didnt managed due to financial difficulties)
lunch: mom's chicken rich =D
dinner: ikea Swedish meat balls =P
mon: breakfast: eat myself silly at the hawker centre (woke up late -_-)
lunch: jui mu's curry + bee hoon
dinner: 1 x carnivore at vivo =D man, i wan to eat their beef ribs again T.T + ben and jerry's ice cream (was too god damn full) had haagendaz instead back at tamp
tues: breakfast: minced meat noodles at bedok (had to go temple with mom -_-)
lunch: shokudo
dinner: California pizza ($$$ not enough)

well.... its just too bad that there is too much good food out there and just not enough money now... gotta save up for my future now and i cant splurge too much ler..... hmm maybe i still can for the up coming gathering.... haha yeah, majong again =D

well i'm thinking of starting a to do/get list now after seeing so many of my friends starting it, guess it ought start it too... kinda getting old too =p better put it here so everytime i come back home i can remind myself


things to eat: cafe cartel, kushinbo, ben&jerry, crystal jade's porriage, california pizza
things to get: comfortable shoes( saw this geox snake in men's health), supernova running apparels, a good watch(alt meter, compass, airpressure, time, heart rate, hmm am i asking too much), camera** must get b4 taiwan anyone lobang pls tell me, aldo leather shoes, new pants and shirt

to do: go cycle to pasir ris park again, finish my games b4 halo:odst comes, read finish my halo novels so i can start reading harry potter after how long? LOL, read my times and readers digest, clean my room-_-

3 weeks out of sg and things have changed, the girls are in uni now and i hardly even see anyone of my classmates online now....what i found really sad was that normally during teachers day ppl would all go back to see our teachers but for this year, guess everyone has grown up and we're all different now... i do feel that i'm close with my class anymore and well i got my own path to go =|
thank goodness there is always the majong peeps there =D

finally... its good to be back. After that 3 weeks of training in brunei, i can say that most of us guys came back to singapore with one thing in mind.... food. haha but that is besides the point... any sane singaporean who leaves singapore is sure to be back with food on their mind.... but i guess for us, we kinda see it in a different light now( well at least for me )

guess it must have been the jcc experience for us.... well i cant say much bout it here but all i can say that this was one hell of a course... you do it once and i bet you wouldnt want to do it again... it was a time when i got the chance to have a first for lots of things.
the first time i had one pack of biscuit for 2 days...
the first time i shivered myself to sleep...
first time when i had to eat wild plants and fruits courtesy of my buddy
and the list goes on... really the jungle man kinda things which i have no point in saying it here cause most people wont understand or how should i say, feel my pain =D hahaha

but being in the brunei jungle for those few day and for the whole 3 weeks there, i have had ample time to really see how i "ran" myself all these times.... it really gave me time to see that i'm not that a selfless person as most of my friends say i am.... things got abit hectic and messy and when there is no one to depend on and true colours start flying, people will start to understand themselves better.....

well i came to 3 conclusions that i should do and change when i get back to sg
1) take better care of myself... only then can i better help others
2)read more... seriously, i suck so i should read more
3) start to save...

yeah. but still, bottom line is it's good to be back... cant wait to see my friends again.. hahaha
oh and on a side note, i think i lost 5+ kg during the jcc... but then i just weigh myself and found that 1X buffet at carnivore does the job man =P