Tuesday, February 13, 2007
sunday...
there is a chinese saying that goes... one word with a knowledgeable man, is better then reading books for hundreds of years....
that was wat i experienced today.... from my uncles at my father side....
surprisingly, 2 of them came on the same day and it was one after the other....
my forth uncle came and he gave me an insight on how to be a businessman and gave me some advice from a businessmans' point of view...
then my fifth uncle came... well he has his masters degree in.... well well strategic management... i only found that out today and i was going like OMG.... he is also a part time uni lecturer so i usually take his advice as top choice when i decide on stuffs....
haha suddenly feel so... well planned =)
mon...
went out with yakai to buy new year clothing cause he have some robinson vouchers...
but in the end we went from raffles place to centrepoint... and he only brought on long sleeve shirt -_-.....
today...
school started and i met with yau and tk cause they wanted to crash mj today -_-...
not in particularly excited, but woke up at 4(again) to do hw....
then yijun came later... along with her jun yuan friends.... donno how she think of mj now....
but seriously all of them came at the wrong day.... cause tues is the most intense day with everything..... haha hope you all were not frightened away...
then during pe... did tonnes of ab exercise until my abs were really hard... still freaking hard now... lol think i gonna have cramps tml...
haha after school... left with og and miao ying(the only atlas 6 person) to go buy our ogl's v day gift... but during our little trip there... we encountered a slight detour....
cause miao ying had a little problem... there was this old guy trying to give her v day gift...
the prob is that she met him at the arcade....
and she donno him
and her num was given to him by her friend...
in my opinion...
1) the guy is extremely despo
2) miao ying acts quite promiscuously outside
-_- dont wanna dwell too much later ppl come find me....
so as we ate at kfc...
donno how it happened... but they suddenly talked bout life and death...
i nearly cired....
you ppl reminded me wat happened...
4 years ago
on the first day of the holidays
at around 5 am
when me and my bro was woken up by my mom....
saying " your pa is about to go"
then we rushed into the room
held on to his hands
until his very last
dying breath
until his hands felt cold to touch
until his hands dropped....
but we shed no tears...
and my father...
his eyes were still opened
he left, but he still wasnt at ease
he knew he still couldnt leave us behind
but
his time was up
and he parted
the news spread like wild fire
many of my relatives who came
cried bitterly
they told him
you can leave and be at peace
we will take care of them
but yet his eyes will not close
do you know how does it feel to look into his eyes
tears welled up in my eyes
but they wouldnt fall
how ironic
tears were shed for him
not by his sons
nor his wife
who would cry for you....
when you leave this world
when things are not done
and you just go
i dont blame you
you were the best father
i could ever have
heng at 9:39 PM
