guess its really a emotional rollercoaster for me now huh....
and ppl say that your body will breakdown first when you enter jc....

just came back from a really really really really emotion filled place.... i never thought that i would have to do this again.... to see someone i really dear through the cold hard glass of a coffin.... to see the last of my dear uncle.....

i remember it all too well.... everytime i go to their house, he would always make me eat the ice cream and let me drink soft drink from the fridge...
he could speak very well, but he has been there for me and my family since back before we were born... i..... dont even know wat to say anymore.... cant talk any longer cause tears just keep welling up in my eyes.... its just a emotional turmoil.....

i thought i wont cry.... at least not infront of my cousins and aunt..... i had to held back my tears... it was the least i could do...

just in case... i brought an extra packet of tissue