well well well... major achievement today =) haha i managed to finish a foot long subway sandwhich =) yea that is the big sandwhich... and moses thought i couldnt finish MUAHAHA...

well, i was kinda deep in thought for most parts of the day ( this kind of things happen when you are alone and bored and piled underneath tonnes of hw which you dont wish to do )...
i was thinking... wat do ppl view me as? i find myself a rather fickle minded person... cant really decide on wat i want to do and at times, i really nid someone there to help me decide on how should i carry on with this...
i was thinking bout this because something bad just pop out of my head early this morning... and i really really dont like that feeling to be back again...its actually a good thing but based on experience... they dont really turn out too well when it pops out of me...


then something else came out of me head again... mjc's campus is really very small. cause yesterday on my sleepy trip back home from united square, i passed by sajc and first thing that struck my head was... omg the campus is fuking big.... its like 2 areas, one with field and another with the big running track with soccer field inside of it... then they have one long bridge to connect those 2 areas cause there is a monsoon drain in between them.... not to mention there were alot of the sch buildings there.... wa damn big and spacious...
then at home today, i opened up the jae booklet again and saw through the various sch mission... then, i noticed a very funny thing... if you notice, nearly all of the top schs have their mission and vision attuned to being the "best" or "distinction" or "acclaimed" something like that... all for academic excellence or sportsmanship... BUT for those not so gd schs... they will have theirs' filled with "people development" or "moral values" hahahahah it seems too me that who ever started the sch had a long vision.... he or she might have knew that their sch would not be able to produce any so called "leaders of the future" so they might as well be humble and tune their sch for the betterment for sg's future by inculcating proper values into us adolescences so that we can be productive workers fo sg in the future..... HAHA smart ppl they are
o and tj'c vision mission is by far the shortest and easiest to remember....

hiazzz feel so random today... guess this was triggered by my ex tuition teacher's email huh? thought the email is totally irrelevant with my moodless swing rite now and i'm pretty thank for him for inviting me back for gp tuition... just being reminded about life in tuition made me so emo today.... trust me it wasnt a bad memory.... in fact, it was more of a beautiful picture... a prefect masterpiece... but somehow just want it to be wrapped up and kept... i dont want to throw it away.... just kept somewhere deep inside

another thing that triggered my thinking today was... why and how do ppl get together.... why do they call it love instead of just simple liking? why do they further explain it as life long companionship?
well i knda feel that it is rather irrelevant to us now... but to some of a more raging, hearty??? romantic soul... they may just say " love is irrelevant of age! as long as there is passion and truth within it!" haha yea rite.... but wat if its true then? then another thing sets me thinking.... how do ppl fall for one another.... is it based on looks? based on feelings? or based on emotions? how does it happen?

well kinda random now.... dont even wanna talk anymore bout the above stuff anymore...

just wanna debate it within me... that will be the best, i think


gonna cycle tml morning... donno whether anyone interested?


p.s..... just congratulated my mom just now.... she achieved something ppl of her age find it very hard to get.....


its called BOREDOM =)