another long long post.

so unfortunate that everytime i blog, its always about bad things.

well maybe i should lighten up my blog abit. I did pretty well for my promos(relative to my class) but really really very well (relative to my school). haha not to brag but just to comfort myself.
Chinese A
GP D
Maths A
Phy A
Chem B
Econ C

yup, total tally. But the bottom line is, its just how much you studied and remember. Its not really how much or how clever you are, though it may play apart.

now, i just feel really down, though not as bad as i have been through even worst. My grandmother just passed away......


it has had a deep impact on me, but i'm not really close with her. What i'm really sad is for my mom. Even though i'm still in school now, i know that she is crying at home and that she is deeply hurt. Even though she is not her real mother, my grandmother had adopted her and raised her to be a wonderful mother and this is no doubt, my grandmother is a wonderful person.

Its just sadden me so much. But life has to move on....